Now I'm done with first term of second year in my University.
I couldn't work hard on architecture this past term.
As a result of it, I couldn't be the top student of the class for the first time.
Which is fine and made me think of so many things...
Aside from my project in my school, I went to a WS in Hiroshima.
And I got a real project from one of American entrepreneur which is very very exciting.
Now I realized that architecture is not just imagination but actually it has big power to change everything. So architecture matters for me and the world.
Now I have big responsibility for the project and it makes me the way more serious about learning architecture in a good way.
I realized that I wasn't trying hard as much as I can to learn architecture.
Ego and all other noises were disrupting me and now I realized all kind of such things are just meaningless for my path of learning design.
And I made so many reasons to not work hard on architecture, but I was just running away.
Architecture is what I love,what matters and what I do.
It took one and half year to figure it out.
